Through everything, Im yours. End of Story.

So im really getting sick of putting effort into a friendship that honestly hurts me more than helps me.
I’ve been best friends with this girl for seriously almost five years now and all she has ever been was pessimistic towards me and everyone else.

My situation with her pessimistic attitude would be with me and my boyfriend. I can never tell you one time I’ve actually gotten the least bit of hopeful advice from her if I would ever come to her with a problem involving him. Or rather any good news the first words out of her mouth when she stops me in the middle of the story is, I really dont care. Really though, what kind of friend does that? I dont understand when I cant talk about him, but somehow shes allowed to talk about the boy she “likes”.

I love her to death I really do but its not just the pessimissy that bothers me.
Its also the how everytime I actually put effort into doing something I am almost always turned down. But when I dont ask her to do anything for a while, I get bitched at for it.
How does that work? I really dont fucking know.

This may sound like some stupid drama bullshit to you, but honestly out of everyone, besides my mother and nikki manaje, on the face of the earth she out of all of those people has the power to piss me off the most. And that is saying something.

Okay, rant over.